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Pagsalubong sa ‘buhay-uwian’ ng mga bagong Tomasino

Sa pagsapit ng umaga at pagtilaok ng manok, bumubungad sa mapungay pang mga mata ang makulimlim na langit nitong mga nakaraang araw. Ni-isang minuto ay hindi pinapalagpas.

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Sa pagsapit ng umaga at pagtilaok ng manok, bumubungad sa mapungay pang mga mata ang makulimlim na langit nitong mga nakaraang araw. Ni-isang minuto ay hindi pinapalagpas. Dali-daling gumayak ng uniporme at walang alinlangang sumugod sa ilalim ng nagbabadyang pag-ulan. Gaano man kaaga, agad na tatambad ang lansangang napupuno ng mga laruang sasakyan at basang-sisiw na pasaherong lumulusong sa baha para lang makarating sa paroroonan.

Dito sa eskinita ng Espanya, P. Noval, Dapitan, at Lacson, nag-uumpukan ang mga makukulay na payong dahil sa patuloy na pagbuhos ng ulan. Ito ang kinasanayang buhay ng mga mag-aaral ng Unibersidad. Habang ang iba ay nag-aabang nang maaga sa labas ng silid-aralan para magbalik-tanaw ng mga nakalimutang paksa, ang iba nama’y aligaga kung kumilos makarating lamang sa kani-kanilang gusali.

Sabay sa pagpasok ng buwan ng Agosto ang panahon ng matinding pag-ulan na nagdudulot ng matinding trapiko, kaya naman ang mga bagong Tomasino ay nagkukumahog umakyat ng hagdan para hanapin ang kanilang silid na unti-unti nang napupuno ng mga kaklaseng kilala lang nila sa mukha. Isa sa mga ito ay si Zia Camille Nape mula sa College of Fine Arts and Design na nanggaling pa sa siyudad ng Valenzuela, “Sa totoo lang, hindi ko gusto mag-uwian. Gusto ko mag-dorm pero ayaw ng magulang ko.”

Ayon naman kay Marianne Manalo ng Fakultad ng Sining at Panitik, “mahal na yung bilihin ngayon at gayundin para sa pagluwas papunta-pauwi ng UST.”

Nang tanungin kung bakit pinili nilang mag-uwian kaysa umupa ng matutuluyankaligtasan, gastusin, at ang hindi pagbigay ng pahintulot ng kanilang mga magulang ang ilan sa mga karaniwang sagot ng mga mag-aaral. Wala silang magagawa kundi tiisin ang usad-pagong na trapikong dulot ng pabugsu-bugsong ulan na sinasabayan pa ng pulutong ng mga pasaherong nagnanais rin makauwi.

“Mas mahaba pa ata sa buhay ko ‘yung napupunta sa time ‘pag stuck in traffic and yung mga roads and highways na never na natapos gawin that usually causes the traffic and road chaos,” ganito inilarawan ni Adrianne Milla mula sa Fakultad ng Sining at Panitik ang paglalakbay araw-araw.

Kapag unang naririnig ang pangalan ng Unibersidad, agad nang sumasagi sa isipan ng madla ang napakalalim na baha dito kapag walang tigil ang ulan. Dahil ito sa mababang lupain ng Unibersidad na nagsisilbing catch basin ng mga karatig lungsod na pumapalibot dito. Sa loob ng iilang minuto lamang, umaabot na sa bukong-bukong ang baha sa mga daanan at ito’y umaabot hanggang bewang sa loob lamang ng isa’t kalahating oras.

Narasan ito ng dating estudyante ng  UST Senior High School at ngayo’y advertising freshman na si Tom Fajardo. Aniya, “akala ko sa UST hospital, safe na ako sa baha pero hindi rin. Galing ako sa St. Martin de Porres building (which is hanggang tuhod ‘yung baha) at pumunta sa UST Hospital pero ayun, baha rin pala.”

Pagdating ng alas kwatro imedya ng hapon, nagmamadaling maglakad patungo sa iba’t ibang tarangkahan ang mga estudyante upang mag-abang ng kanilang sasakyan pauwi, ngayo’t natapos nanaman ang isang araw. Lulan ng iba’t ibang uri ng transportasyon, kadalasanag may makikitang bitbit na plates, malahiganteng proyektong ipapasa kinabukasan, napakaraming tool box at dagdag na damit ang mga kolehiyanong sumasabay sa paghilahod ng mga paa sa masisikip na pasilyo ng tren pauwi.

Maaring nagpapakita ng katatatagan o kaya naman mahabang pasensiya ang mga mag-aaral at mga manggagagawang maituturing na isang ganap na mandirigma ng transportasyon, ipinapanawagan ng mga mag-aaral na ayusin ang mga pa-agusan at lutasin ang mga problema sa daanan.

Aniya ni Nape ukol sa bahang pumapalibot sa Unibersidad, “linisin ang bawat sulok ng Maynila upang maiwasan ang baha. Bawasan ang paggamit ng mga plastik at panatilihin ang kalinisan hindi lang sa loob at labas ng Unibersidad kundi [na rin] sa buong Pilipinas.”

Wastong pagtapon ng basura at maaayos na batas-pantrapiko ang iilan sa mga solusyong ninanais ng hindi lamang mga estudyante, kundi na rin ng mga pasaherong araw-araw naaabala. Hinihiling ng mga katulad ni Nape ang pag-iksi ng oras na ginagamit sa pagbibyahe upang humaba ang oras ng pagtulog at umiksi ang oras ng pag-uwi.

Ngunit, wika naman ni Fajardo, “hindi kumpleto ang Thomasian experience” kung hindi pa nararanasan ng Tomasino ang paglusong sa baha at makipagpatintero sa mga ipis na papalabas ng kanal. “Worth it yung risk, pagod, late ng uwi at saya.” Kaya naman, inaanyaya niyang magdala ng mga gamit tulad ng kamisa, tsinelas at payong ang mga mag-aaral, at maging handa sa kahit ano mang klima o sakuna.

Bagaman hindi ganap na Tomasino para kay Fajardo ang mga hindi pa nakararanas nang umuwing basa-basa ang talampakan, mas maigi pa ring maayos ang mga anluwagan para sa ikabubuti ng lahat–kotse, hayop o tao man. Sa ganoong paraan, hindi ito sumasagabal sa pang-araw-araw na gawain, at hindi resiliency o kabanatan sa pagkokomyut araw-araw, paglusob sa baha at paggising nang maaga ang putak na anggulo ng mga pahayagan.

Sa pagtaguyod ng bagong taon, iba’t ibang karanasan at lunan man ang pinanggalingan, patuloy na hinahangad ng bawat Tomasinong ‘uwian’ ang pag-unlad ng buhay sa pagkokomyut para maibsan ang kanilang pagsisikap makapagtapos lamang ng kolehiyo sa Unibersidad. Nang sa gayon, maibalik sa pamilya at Inang Bayan ang lingap na nirarapat.

I think hindi dapat maging reason for someone to not choose to have a good quality education just because malayo yung bahay mo sa school na napili mo,” ani ni Milla. H. Bueno

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The valedictorian molded by pressure

The path to the top of the CPA licensure examinations was surely exhausting, but Lahaira Reyes believes that all of that was part of her journey and without it, her goal would have never turned into an achievement.

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The path to the top of the CPA licensure examinations was surely exhausting, but Lahaira Reyes believes that all of that was part of her journey and without it, her goal would have never turned into an achievement.

For others, finding out that she topped the licensure exams was no surprise at all. As the valedictorian of the UST-AMV College of Accountancy Batch 2018, her family and friends were rooting for, if not expecting her, to arrive at the top. Reyes shared with TomasinoWeb the ups and downs of her journey.

Like every prospective CPA, she did everything in her power to prepare for the licensure exams.

“I think yung last sem po namin sa AMV, which is the Integrated Accounting Course (IAC), yung naging start ng preparation ko,“ she added, “kasi it is already a review of what we have studied since basic accounting, then naituloy nalang po sa review school.” As difficult as reviewing proved to be, adding to the pressure on her was the fact that she was about to take an exam that could change her life.

Time management was the hardest part for Reyes; considering the amount of topics that needed to be studied were far too many for the amount of time they had prior to the exam. Adding to that was the exhaustion from all the events following IAC: graduation, baccalaureate mass, birthdays, and other events. She couldn’t devote all her time to studying, and that was one of the many challenges that she had to face.Of course, she couldn’t just sit still and let this problem get in the way of achieving her goal, “What I did was to prioritize [sic] yung subjects na feel ko, maganda yung foundation ko ng basic knowledge then nagstart na ako sa mga bagong topics na di ko pa alam.”

Reyes was anxious over the fact that she would not be able to study all of the topics covered, especially ones that were only recently incorporated into the exam such as the Tax Reform for Acceleration and Inclusion (TRAIN) Law, but she was reassured by her review school facilitators that it was normal for them not to finish everything. “[…] namili nalang ako ng reviewers na feel ko complete na siya ng basics and may konting twists din,” she stated.

Reviewing may have been hard, but staying motivated to pursue her goals proved harder. But Reyes couldn’t lose herself, not at a time like this. She needed a reason to continue, a motivation to keep herself together—her family. “To give back to them finally kapag may work na, then yung mga taong sumusuporta sa akin, kasi sobrang nakakataba po talaga ng puso knowing [that] many people are praying for you,” she explained, “kahit nakakapressure, nakakamotivate din po.”

Despite feeling unprepared and inadequate, Reyes knew she had to pull herself together, and found strength in those closest to her.

“Everytime na I open up to someone, lagi nilang sinasabi na sana wag ako madown kasi sila nga naniniwala sa akin na kaya ko so sana daw I also learn to believe in myself.”

Not only did she have her family to cheer her on, but her batchmates believed in what she could do and achieve. Why would she let herself be pulled down by her stress, if the people around her kept pulling her up? “Yung moral support talaga from the people yung nakakapagpush na magcontinue.”

And there it was, she was ready, even though in the back of her mind she had her fears and worries, she knew her family had her back. “After nung first exam, kinabahan talaga ako. Kasi ang daming erroneous questions so yung confidence naming examinees parang bumaba kasi hindi namin alam if hindi ba talaga namin makuha yung answers or mali lang talaga yung questions.” The anxiousness was there, and only intensified with each passing day getting closer to the examination results.

“First time ko super kabahan sa kung ano mang result kasi siguro this will really make a big difference in my life.” She couldn’t focus on other things, her mind kept thinking back to how well or how badly she did on the licensure exams. “I was studying for an international certification exam that I will take the next day while waiting for the results,” she explained, “But honestly, hindi din naman ako makafocus dun sa inaaral ko.” Her mind went from the best-case scenarios, to the worst ones, going from each one of them as she let the hours and days pass by, waiting for the results.

Reyes shared that she had waited from 7 PM to 12 AM waiting for the call from parents to hear about the results, hearing the clock tick from time to time. It seemed endless—the waiting and the overthinking. Then suddenly, the phone call that would change her life finally came. “I just can’t believe it, I screamed sa dorm out of happiness and excitement,” she exclaimed, “then after minutes, nagcall na yung mama ko then yung ibang members of my family, my friends to congratulate me.” At long last, all the anxiousness and fears in the back of her head vanished, as though her heart was released from being squeezed tightly.

The destination is usually the only thing seen by others, rather than the whole journey. Behind Reyes and her success, there were people who helped her achieve her goal and made her who she is today. “First, I want to thank my parents and my whole family for their endless support,” she listed, “then my professors sa AMV kasi kahit pinahirapan nila kami nung undergrad, it is all worth it naman.”

She also wanted to thank her facilitators in Review School of Accountancy (ReSA), “kasi they really helped me na mabawasan yung pressure, madagdagan yung confidence, and sa review talaga academically.” And finally, to her batchmates, for believing and cheering her on. She never saw them doubt her even once

“And of course, to put Lord for blessing me with all that I have today and for guiding me na makarating ako dito.” Thanks to them, all of them, Lahaira turned her dreams and goals, into an achievement—a reality.

But this doesn’t mean that Lahaira’s journey is coming to an end. Reaching her destination just serves as another starting line, the start of another journey. “I think the most important lesson I learned is to keep on going on, na failure will really be inevitable in our lives and we will have our own ups and downs,” she expressed, “Rejoice and pray when we receive something good. Cry, pray, then get up again when we fall down.” This is a lesson worth sharing, a lesson that she thinks everyone deserves to know, “Wag sana nating hayaan na ibaba pa tayo lalo ng failures and mistakes natin.”

After everything else, Reyes remains humble and keeps her faith in God, strong and undisturbed. Ups and downs are unavoidable—in fact, this is what makes up a journey. Being at the top doesn’t make her invincible, it just makes her a normal student, one who fights to reach her goal, who doesn’t let anything get in her way, but instead, motivates herself to continue and get up every time she falls down.

“Let us pray for the courage and strength to face each day, try again everyday hanggang sa marating na natin yung goals natin.”

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Akin Ako: How Teatro Tomasino offered new narratives for queer people through Singhap

For their 41st season, Teatro Tomasino showed Singhap: a three-play production that narrates the journey of finding one’s identity, of coming out in the open, and of being brave amidst terrible mishaps.

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Love is love, no matter what.

In times of destitution, we find ourselves gasping for air. It’s as if after a long period of isolation, after being silenced by an angry crowd with a thousand mean voices, do we find the need to sigh and finally say enough is enough.

Love is love, no matter what.

For their 41st season, Teatro Tomasino showed Singhap: a three-play production that narrates the journey of finding one’s identity, of coming out in the open, and of being brave amidst terrible mishaps.
This year they focused on self-realization and individuality as they plead for equality in a world that lacked acceptance, dedicating the production to the ones who are “quiet, remained quiet, silenced, and erased.”

Esprit de Corps (written by Auraeus Solito and directed by Ingrid Villamarin) tells the story of Sergeant Sarmiento, an aspirant to a position currently held by S3 Favila in his school’s CAT. It showed how abuse can happen anywhere and how it can become systematic and a norm. It is a sharp narrative encouraging victims to come out and cast their doubts, and fight back.

A.Y.L.I. (written by Cheska Marfori and directed by Iris Montesclaros), on the other hand, narrates the story of old friends who decided to meet-up one day to check on each other. As they began to dig up the past, revelations were unsealed by shouldn’t-have-beens. It is a subtle take on friendships and uncertainty–of sentences held back, of wars going on at the back of the throat, on banging heartbeats.

Lastly, Kublihan (written by Jerome Ignacio and directed by Eudes Garcia) is a story of childhood friends who met again after a long time. It is a narrative of coming-of-age and self-realization, teenage angst and the burden of unreachable expectations. It conveys something that only action could decipher because words are awkward and the message can never be articulated.

Singhap is not just a mere production or an introduction to a new season; it is an advocacy. It is offering new narratives for people who lived their lives in the shade, for those who are kept silent, in order to bring about a voice for the voiceless.

“[Ang produksyon na ito] ay para sa tahimik, pinatahimik, binura, nananahimik.. [at] gustong kumawala,” said Eudes Garcia, director. He then went further to acknowledge the strength in deciding to love despite the hate and the importance of knowing oneself.

Singhap is a bicker of hope–a rainbow after a storm; it is a light that gets you out of a cave, a fire that keeps your passion burning, and a shoulder to cry on. It is through these narratives that fear is cut loose in order to give way for wider acceptance. It is through these stories that people can finally feel included.

So that, eventually, people can say: Love is love, no matter what.

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The war against your own demons: the Thomasian MedTech boards topnotcher who prevailed against his own self

After almost losing himself in his perilous journey towards the MedTech boards, Lorenz Barro prevailed against all odds–and emerged to the top.

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“Mami, number 1 po ako,” her tears came rushing down as we hugged each other tightly. At that moment, nothing else mattered as we sat there and I listened to her cry so much.

Lorenz Barro’s achievement in the recent Medical Technology Licensure Examinations surprised the whole University, after he led the roster with a 92.10 mark; making him this year’s topnotcher. While his triumph was widely celebrated by the whole Thomasian community, Lorenz sat down with TomasinoWeb to share the moments leading up to his victory.

“Even after days since the results, it still feels very unreal. As a very shy person, the sudden surge of attention is really shocking for me. It created this mixture of emotions: happiness, excitement, fear, etc. The fear mostly stems from the uncertainty of how much this major accomplishment will impact my life and what paths will open up,” shared Barro days after the results of the board exams were released.

The days of pacing back and forth in his room in anticipation and constantly being reminded by the motivational quote that says, ’Aim for Number One’, were over for Barro; after all, he is now the number one. But beneath this achievement, he shared that it was never an easy journey to get to where he is now.

“I had no intention of going to Med school and that gave me almost four months of study time. The first month went so well.  I made sure to dedicate myself to one subject each week. I listed and bought a lot of books and taped notes of lessons I kept forgetting on my wall. I had a plan that I followed diligently. I felt unstoppable, being able to finish whole subjects and even thick books in a short amount of time, including the reviewers given to us. However, burnout happened.”

Barro mentioned that he was enrolled in two review centers and finished neither of it. The pressure and the thought of not being able to live up to the expectations that were set for him started to get in his brain. Constant over-thinking that resulted to sleepless nights and this not only affected him intrapersonally, but interpersonally as well.

“That was the turning point where I went home to Batangas and started reflecting on what truly mattered most. I decided on self-review. I dedicated a long time finding myself again, taking it easy with walks to the park, video games, and deep conversations with various people. I felt so fortunate having supportive family and friends. We were able to find another psychiatrist nearby. All of these people saved me from self-destruction.”

This life-changing decision rebooted the preparation of Barro for the better and come September. He was regenerated and ready to face his greatest challenge yet. Weeks before the board exams, he had his game face on and a planner to help him keep track of his accomplishments.

“I made sure to also put time for rest. I felt unstoppable again, but this time not because of the pressure, but because I was surrounded by love and the constant reassurance that no matter what happens, I was loved.”

Leading the board exam was a passing thought for Barro. At times when he would dream that perhaps he can be the topnotcher, something inside him would tell him that there might be other people who really worked hard for the test. Despite of this thought, the perseverance that Barro exhibited is commendable— and that is the reason why Barro is truly the crème de la crème of the board.

“During that evening waiting for the results, I kept walking back and forth in anticipation. The days prior to the expected release of results I was actually very calm. I wasn’t fearful because I was confident that I did well enough to pass. However, as soon as the big day came and I saw someone post the link of the PRC website, my anxiety levels went straight up,” said Barro.

This anxiety almost made him not see the results of the board but the messages of salutations made him curious; lifting the serotonin out of his system, “I was alone in my room when I immediately opened the PRC website. At that moment I saw my name on the list of passers. However, my body was still shaking because I then saw that there was a separate link for the list of topnotchers. I was still hoping that MAYBE I could at least barely make it to the list. As soon as I clicked it and saw my name on the top of the list, I was hit by this wave of pure shock as I stared at my laptop screen,” he said.

But unlike other heart-melting triumph story, Barro gave TomasinoWeb the privilege to relive the exact moment when his mother found out the results.

“I quickly went outside to my mom. She hasn’t refreshed the PRC site on her own laptop yet. When I came up to her and she excitedly asked if I passed, I just nodded and silently gestured her to come to my room. I was too stunned to speak. I could see it in her eyes that she knew something was up.”

“It was the first time she saw me so speechless. As soon as I showed my laptop screen and said, “Mami, number 1 po ako,” her tears came rushing down as we hugged each other tightly. At that moment nothing else mattered as we sat there and I listened to her cry so much. I saw that more and more people started to congratulate me on FB. My mom started making calls: waking up my sister, calling my dad, my grandparents, close friends, etc. It was such a bizarre experience.”

Looking back, Barro has exemplified his belief that any task, no matter how miniscule, should be done well and passionately, “I am usually a lazy, laid-back person (my family can confirm this), but the moment something sparks my interest, I become this different person who goes all out to achieve something,” he said.

Barro’s story is a proof that achievements are made slowly; they don’t happen in a blink of an eye nor in a day’s work. Yes, there would be ups and downs along the way and yes, life may get us down, but as long as we persevere towards it we gradually make the impossible, its antipode.

“Love yourself and have confidence in your abilities. We tend to become our own worst enemy and this self-doubt hinders us from becoming the best version of ourselves. Never compare yourself with the achievements of others. You are you and you create your own story,” says Barro to his fellow thomasians.

“Pursue your passions. Always remind yourself why you do what you are doing each day. Examine what drives you, what keeps that flame inside you burning despite the challenges that try to blow it away,” he further added, “Don’t just merely illuminate, but rather, ignite.”

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